But I need it
Posted by missyhalftoe on July 19, 2008
That morning cup of “yes I’ll help you wake up even if you don’t want to”…. I love my coffee. I can drink coffee all day. Sleep, you ask? Nah!! Sleep is very overrated. I think having 2 kids nearly back to back has taught my body that it’s ok not to sleep. And in return my body has taught my brain that it can handle no sleep as long as it doesn’t expect to get any smaller…. dammit!!
So I’ve come to the realization that I must smother my coffee habit in place of actual sleep. I will miss the energy…. and the aroma…. and the feeling that I don’t need to eat if I have coffee to drink. Because dammit I’ve been working to damn hard at the gym to see NOTHING change on the scale… I miss my ice cream… I miss my chocolate. This frozen yogurt crap just isn’t the same.
I CAN do without many things but coffee I will not. I CAN cut back and I CAN get some sleep. Right?? And NO decaf just isn’t the same!! Seriously decaf just won’t cut it!! I don’t drink black coffee. I add lots of junk to my coffee… all fat free of course So it’s NOT the taste I’m after. I do love the smell but I NEED the caffeine!!
Maybe I’ll go back to the weight loss clinic and get more Adipex?? It’s such a last resort move tho. And I really don’t want to pay them $100 for a $35 rx! Anyone know where I can get some from Canada…. pretty please??
Ok my cup is empty… time to fill it up..with more coffee…
